My MoRninG dew

Finally, I give up..

Dalam hidup ini…
Ada banyak sekali prioritas yang harus dpiikirkan, dan semua menuntut utk diutamakan. Sekarang saya berhadapan dengan realitas dan kenyataan hidup. Saya harus memilih, mana yg mesti saya dahulukan dalam hidup saya sekarang2 ini.

Dan saya memilih untuk beristirahat sejenak, memilih, untuk mendahulukan cita2 saya, ketimbang selalu mencoba untuk menyenangkan semua orang, yang belum tentu menghargai segala upaya saya untuk menyenangkan mereka.

It’s very hard to please people.

So, selamat tidur blog yg manis, mimpi indah yach, ada sesuatu yg harus saya kerjakan dahulu. Oneday, aku pasti kembali. Mengisi rumah ini lagi dengan Cinta… Cinta… dan Cinta…

Karna hanya cinta yang aku punya… Dan sampai kapanpun… aku akan selalu mengisi blog ini dengan Cinta… Cinta.. dan… Cinta…

Selalu ada Cinta untuk siapa saja…

Dari aku,
Embun

KAMU…

Bikin aku gak tahan untuk tidak ngedumel
bikin aku gak tahan untuk tidak merajuk
bikin aku gak tahan untuk tidak mengomel
bikin aku gak tahan untuk tidak mengutuk

namun sebenarnya

aku kangen kamu…
aku pengen kamu manja2in aku…
aku pengen kamu menemani aku tertawa gila..
aku pengen kamu memujiku…

honey…

kamu kemana aja…
aku kangen nihhh…
Katanya mo bantuin aku…
katanya mo jadi temanku…
no matter how…

kok belakangan ini makin ngilang…
kemana???

(Mosok mesti bikin puisi.. “kucari engkau diantara ilalang”… halah… tampar nih perempuan, dasar oon, hehehe… it’s just so not me)

PILIHAN TERBAIKKU

Bila kurenungkan betapa beruntungnya diriku

Kudapat mengenal-Mu, dan merasakan kasih-Mu

Bila kubayangkan mengapa Kau menyelamatkanku

Ku bersyukur selalu, Kau ada dalam hidupku

***

Walau saat ini, dunia tak mengerti

Mengapa hatiku mengasihiMu

Suatu saat nanti, pasti kan terbukti

Kau pilihan terbaikku

THE IMPOSSIBLE DREAM…

To dream the impossible dream
To fight the unbeatable foe
To bear with unbearable sorrow
And to run where
the brave dare not go

To right the unrightable wrong
And to love pure and chaste from afar
To try when your arms are too weary
To reach the unreachable star
This is my quest

To follow that star
No matter how hopeless
No matter how far
To fight for the right
Without question or pause

To be willing to march,
march into hell
For that heavenly cause
And I know
If I’ll only be true
To this glorious quest
That my heart
Will lie peaceful and calm
When I’m laid to my rest
And the world will be
better for this
That one man, scorned
and covered with scars,
Still strove with his last
ounce of courage

To reach the unreachable,
the unreachable,
The unreachable star
And I’ll always dream
The impossible dream
Yes, and I’ll reach
The unreachable star

-For you:… Thanks-

Good Morning God, PS: I Love You

Dear God,

How wonderful to know that this morning…
you woke me up with so much blessing…
to listen to your beautiful song of life…
and to humble down without you step a side…

Gosh,

I want to pray for those out there…
who were suffering from hunger of foods…
who were struggling with their special needs child…
who were appealing for medicine that was too expensive to pay
or for the gasoline that was to hard to buy…
Oh my God, how misery our nation is now…
Don’t you see their tears?…

God,

Please…
Help them to wipe all those tears.
Replace them with a simple smile
and put it on their tired face…
Tired to face their struggling life…
Tired to see our government’s smile…
in the middle of people’s misery…
Tired to hear everybody CURSE on each other…
Pointing on each other’s nose…
as if he/she was very clean like an angel..

What we have done to our country, oh Lord..
Can we fix them?…
or we just wait for the born of a leader..
To bring this nation to a better life for tomorrow?

We don’t know God…
As darkness has came into our life,…
The only thing that I know is YOU are our Almighty,
You know the best for us…
So help us to put TRUST on you…
To put our LIFE into your hand…
To Guide and to put us back…
to our TRACK OF LIFE…

thank you God, for let me experience those such things
I know you’ll never disappoint me…
because ALL that you’ve done in my live…
is.. PERFECT…

With my heart humble down to earth,
Your Daughter.

Morning Dew

PS: I love you God

L.O.V.E…

love is the ability and willingness that you care for
to be what they chose for themselve,
without any insistence that they
satisfy you…. -Wyne Dyer-

So…

If words could say all that we feel,
there would be no need for embrace,
but language has it’s limitation…
while the heart has none…

It expresses itself spontaniously
in ever the smaller things we do…

BACK at ONE - BRIAN McKNIGHT

It’s undeniable that we should be together
It’s unbelievable, how I used to say that I’d fall never
The basis is need to know
If you just don’t know how I feel
Then let me show you that now I’m for real
If all the things in time, time will reveal
Yeah

1 - one, you’re like a dream come true
Two, just wanna be with you
Three, girl it’s plain to see
That you’re the only one for me and
Four, repeat steps one through three
Five, make you fall in love with me
If ever I believe my work is done
Then I’ll start back at one

(yeah)
It’s so incredible, the way things work themselves out
And all emotional, once you know what it’s all about, hey
And undesirable, for us to be apart
I never would’ve made it very far
’cause you know you got the keys to my heart
’cause…

Say farewell to the dark of night
I see the coming of the sun
I feel like a little child, whose life has just begun
You came and breathed new life into this lonely heart of mine
You threw out the life line
Just in the nick of time

Thank You Lord…

Ah,

Belakangan ini kok saya terlalu melow melihat hidup ini. Life should go on, what ever it would be. We should be grateful for everything that He has done into our life.

Anyway. I’m in the middle of something that makes me feel so happy, and at the same time, few things happened to be so annoying regarding my blog in another address. But, it’s only a piece of cake. For me the most important thing is that I’m happy to be me. I’m happy that part of my dream, will be coming true.

Thank you God, for doing this in my life. Help me finished all of my problem God, cause you know, I cannot walk alone. Walk with me, and be my companion through my hardship life.

Thank you for sending me friends, all over the world, to keep my soul in harmony. Oh Gosh, how I adore you lord, how I love you.

Keep pouring me with your blessing God. And Keep putting me back to the right track, every time I get out from it. Guide my way, to the place you want me to be.

I love you lord, with all my heart, my mind, and my soul.

Morning dew…